I always knew I would be a mother – perhaps more than anything else I knew I would do. Pregnancy and motherhood have been everything I could have imagined (and more) – the good, the bad and the ugly.  A constant learning journey, limit tester and chapter of personal transformation, I’m truly blessed to be on this ride with my wonderful hubby and our two amazing kids paving the way.  However, this ride does not come without some very real ups and downs.  Moments of self doubt, envy, frustration, confusion and powerlessness (to name a few) are sprinkled all over this wonderful family and life we are creating.  Thus is born this very layered life I call The Juggle Struggle.  And these are just some of my stories.